Jeolousy problem!!

Dear blog,,

well yeah that's meyh! da useless girl..

i must admit lah kan...i feel very jeolous with someone in my school

she got everything she want!

she's pretty, everyone wanted so much to be her friend, she has an understanding parents,,,

if she has problems she always have her mom to share.., 

but what bout me???

yeah i got nothing i want!

i'm ugly..yeah i know that..

friends?? humm not too much like her but i'm still grateful at least i have an understanding BFF,

my parents didn't understand me at all..if i told them bout my problem for sure 

they will blame me..!!!

i don't get any affection by a biological father..!

and ouh my brother called me "useless girl"

can't  u  imagine how i feel!

he also said that i'm annoy them!

my god..! can't u imagine how i feel!??

my best friend (zati) now didn't want to be my friends anymore..

huh i absolutely hate,hate,hate this stupid life!!

maybe u can see a smile at my face..but my hearts nobody know..

yeahh see, my life totally sucks!

no one cares bout me..most of the time i feel invisible..

i need a shoulder!!! 

yeah...that's why i hate my life!!!

well i just hope that one day i will fine my true happiness..

what i want is please lah my parents understand me!

could u guys please DON'T blame me!

and for my brother (ajam and amer) could you guys

please stop called me "useless girl" and said that i'm annoy u guys..

hope all my blog readers understand  it !

"ya allah kau kuatknlh hati ku ini untuk menjalani hidupku.."

aminnnn...

xoxo,

Nurul Marliyana a.k.a useless girl!